Waking up from the continuous fever dream
Feeling the earth moving underneath my skin
Heavy with regret about feeling totally alone
Loneliness is a weird feeling
Surrounded by people but hurt, in pain
A metaphysical angst that reminds one
The true meaning of the word orphan
What was the reason?
Apart from being consumed by envy
Wanting a life that I did not earn, deserve or need
Each day, I am reminded about the wake of destruction
What was the reason?
Jealousy is the root of hatred
Hatred of self, hatred of others, hatred of the God that created me
My mother issues – must have stemmed from my own crime, cursed to wander and have a life
Die and become this thing that everyone hates
Dragging them back to earth
In heaven, friends are reunited
Wheelchair Girl 
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